Let Yourself Love Her
by Heidi Rose Robbins
I was waiting in line, biding my time, waiting for my friend who was late for our date
When I looked up to see… beauty
Like a splash of cold water walk by me, do you know what I mean?
Like some kind of Goddess walked in
And there she was not aware how everybody had stopped to stare
And I felt myself shrinking like grey seeping in
Counting the years, bringing tears, feeling late, out of date, wanting to hide, reside, elsewhere
But this is what I thought…
Just let yourself love her
Don’t get caught in your own self-loathing, don’t try to criticise her face, her form, her clothing
Just love that beauty exists like this
Beauty abounding, resounding, confounding
Celebrate how the light in the room changed
How people were rearranged by this grace, this face, this space of light created
It’s killing us this self-critique, body hatred, feeling bleak
Don’t cut her out, isolate, judge yourself, medicate
Just open to her
Open to you, you wild gorgeous flower, shine that right through
Say hello
Soften your heart
Say yes to the beauty
Soak it in
And take part